Sad

I'm so sad and tired of waiting. Just being honest here, okay? I can't put into words how my heart aches for more children. I feel as if my heart is literally breaking- can that be possible? Why is waiting so terribly hard? So many pray and hear the answers immediately. As far as adopting, it's expensive (or can be). I know that. But so many take that leap of faith and know that God will provide. And He does. In ways that noone could ever imagine!


What is stopping us from adding more children to our family? Of course, I love babies!! I would take a baby any day, but those aren't the children I am talking about. I am talking about the children who are quite literally disguarded by society. I want them to feel the love that only a family can give. I want them to know what it's like to be a part of something wonderful. I want them to be well fed, have a warm place to rest at night and know that at least their parents and siblings will NEVER leave them and love them more than life itself. I just want to tuck them in, sing them "Happy Birthday", laugh and cry with them.


I'm frustrated and honestly, angry tonight. And I know, anger isn't of God. I am tired of waiting but He has a plan for us. And so I go....praying and waiting. For that is exactly what He wants me to do, and I will obey.


Amazed by His grace,


E

P.S. Take a peek at this- amazing!